your hostess: 'Jessica Emily Starbuck.xxx

Welcome to my humble blog.

i love leopard print, lace and anything that resembles Cath Kidston.

i hate the ends of sausages. i hate opening gates. i hate it when you wake up and there's nothing for breakfast.

Happy reading!

lots of love.. Jessie.' xoxo

Sociability.

July 21, 2010

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

Wow. Just wow.
i am one motherfuuucking sociable person!
Just recently, i feel like i dont even live at home -- i spend so much time out of it, that sitting here at night just doesnt feel the same anymore!
This is gonna be one of those very short posts where i say barely anything - & what i do say will just be craaap
;)

So yeah.. i have to go and paint my nailss now.. but i'll be sure to write back ASAP.
x
 

''Indian head massage?''

July 21, 2010

Monday, October 5, 2009

i LOVE October - already!
;)
This month has actually began with a bang tbh, & i think im gonna like college if it's gonna carry on in this manner!
First of all, there was Goose Fair.
Goose Fair - for any odd people who don't know what this legendary event is - is a huuuge fair, on a huuuuge field, filled with huuuge rides and plenty of food stalls! Ran by gyppos, Goose Fair is an amazing atmosphere -- eventhough it's usually rampaged by teenagers. ;)
so yeah, me grace heather & ryan took a leisurely stroll down to see what was popping this year -- as last year, me & grace went alone. We pretty much ate our way around the fair, stopping for the odd ride and photo-op as we lauged about practically everything.

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

Then, friday night -- me heather & grace went to a
p a r t y !!
i must say, it was a pretty AMAZING party tbh! ;)
Those two weren't meant to be going, buttttt (here we go), Tom & Jack from sociology invited me to their friend, Joe, 's party.. & asif i was gonna go alone! So i took my moose's along with me.
i spent all night on the grass getting off with Mr.Jack. ♥
Goodtimes.
WELL- It was goodtimes, all weekend, (we spent the entire weekend texxtinngg), then thismorning, i walked into sociology to find the usual smile that i usually am greeted with to be missing.. Turns out that he doesnt even look up :|  so i sit down and after about 10minss, i decide that i wasnt having this! So i say 'hi', and he's as niceas pie..
Dinner time comes, and he comes over & we're talking as normal, then a bunch of complete bimbos come over, and he TURNS AWAY FROM ME AND WALKS OFF WITH THEM. Without even a single word to me. gutted.

Oh well. :(
So sunday night, me & my girlies went on a bikeride to Mill Lakes, & it was possibly the best Sunday of the year! The weather was beaut,& it was a complete photo-op!

GOODTIMES!

mmhmm, i think i';m gonna go & have another sulk now though!
Reply soon.

Listen to: Jay Sean - Down


 

Forever and always?

July 21, 2010

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Yaaaaawn.
Me = Immensely tired.
Today is Tuesday. You know what that means. It's the most pointless day of the week. Woohoo!! :|
i have to get up, get ready - (which takes absolutely ages may i just add?) then, i have to spend an unnecessary 15minues walking to the bus stop, to wait for a bus that takes forever.. Just to get off after about 15minutes.. to catch another bus -- taking about 40 minutes.. THEN after all've that -- i have to treck up a very long road that takes about 10minutes.
So now im at college -- & i have an hour'10minss of Sociology in which i sit there with some girls who're seriously ball-achingly boring & unsociable, with a teacher who makes poking your eyes out with forks feel less painful than this lesson. So yer, after this ONE lesson, i have to treck ALL THAT WAY back home!
Ridiculous!
i have to do that treck every single weekday morning, butttt, tuesdays are just stupid.. Probss down to the fact that i have to do it alone & at midday as oppose to 7.30am. :)
So yes, iHATEtuesdays.


Anyway -- this picture was taken almost 5 yearss ago! & surprisingly, they're STILL my bestfriends!
i miss the two on the end ALOT.
They're the two that didnt come up to Bilborough with us, & i havent seen them in quite a while.
Forever & Alwayss bestfriends though
..i guess (:

College time now!
Lonely college time now should i say?
Maybe i can bribe Josh to come & meet me & get the bus with me?
idunno -- but i'll be sure to tell you how it went later on.
xxxx

listen to: The Veronicas - 4ever


 

continue, please!?

July 21, 2010

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

Okaaay, so now is later :]
aaaand, guess what? I made it to college -- with 15minutes to spare! result!

Yumyum. Im falling for a boy who i proberably shouldnt fall for. Let me tell you about my latest yuuuumyum!.
i think he'll go by the name of Nomad.
On my induction day a couple of months back, i met Izzy.. Who introduced me to Nomad. Immm, he has rather beaaaautiful eyes!!. <3
SOOO, i didnt really think much else of it - until i ran into him yesterday morning.. YumYum!!
Soooo, yeah. i cant seem to get him outa my head tbh.. :(
love love love love llove love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love
i know that this isn't really love - Im juss' being silly LOL..
i dont think that i've ever been in love. in fact scratch that. i KNOW that i've never been in love.

anyway- Im gonna go to bed soon. College is tiring me out already! Early starts & late nights are just no good for me!

;)

Night all.
x
 

No more school boys for me.. I've moved on!

July 21, 2010

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

Oh Em GEE. Bilborough College is flippin' FANTASTIC!!
If i wasn't over Mr.***** before - i most certainly am now! As soon as i got there, i was completely overwhelmed with the seriously huge amount of stunning boyss there! Yumyum indeed!
The only thingg wrong with college is the time that i have to be up & outa the door.. i had to be up at 6am, & out to meet Ben at 7.25! The first bus got to Rise Park at about 7.50, then after the drop-off at Bulwell, we then got the other bus to Bilborough..
As soon as we got there.. it was packed - & there wasnt even 1/4 of my year there yet! & then next week, the year 13's come back!! Gonna be busy busy busy!! :]
Anyway -- i spent the entire morning with my tutor group - + everyone seems really nice & friendly!
Then in the afternoon, i had double English Language.. It was pretty immense. i actually learnt SO much! Ha. i was with Hayleigh Crogan!! My little long-lostfriend! (L) + Ben West of course!! (:
Ooooh, i didnt realise the time -- im gonna be late for college! i promise to write later.
xx
 

quite behind on times..

July 21, 2010

Thursday, September 3, 2009

Long time no type!
Okay, so it's been what - a month-ish since i last wrote to this, & honestly, i really do think that i actually have a potentially interesting post! Haha. In this last month, i've kind of been forced to grow up quite a bit tbh.. which i think is kinda unfair - cos you know.. i just dont want to!! ;)
August was a pretty good month tbh..
Please, do let me share!
The beginning of August was good.. real good actually. My bestfriend celebrated her 16th birthday, & me and all've my closest friendss went down to a nearby club, then back to hers, & tbh, it was so lovely to have all of my friendss together again!! Buttt, this was the last that i saw of all've my bestbestbest friendss for about 3weeks! Sadtimesss, i know -- buttt, it gave me chance to get to know Kirsty from work. I think that it all started when Kirstie first started working at Lammas, & we got talking, & then one day, she suggested going shopping.. I'm so glad that i took this offer cos honestly, she's one of my closest friendss now, & i doubt i'll ever get ridda her!! ;) She's pretty amazing! The other morning, we went for a Mcdonalds breakfast before work, & i dont think i stopped laughing for the entire time! So yes, with my bestfriends going AWOL on me, & my serious lack of invitations - (yes, still!), i've spent ALOT of time with my Kirstieeeee. <3
Then, the end of the month brought the seriousness -- & the not so seriousness.. ;)
GCSE RESULTS!!
i was so proud of my resultss when i got them!! ;)
i got 2 A's, 6 B's and 5 C's!!

So, these resultss were given on the 27th -- & that night, me and my bestfriendss went to Heather's house.. & got seriously drunk, mainly on Sambuca & Vodka.. ;) From what i can rememberr, it was an amazing night!! LOL.
The day after this was not so amazing tbh.. Me & Caroline was up at the crack-a dawn (7ish..) getting ready for our treck down to Bilborough College, to actually ENROLL!! Im goingg to Bilborough! mmhmm, yes.. Me & Caroline moping around Bilborough with stinking hangovers was NOT a good sight tbh.. Then, when i got home, i had to go to work! Even baddertimes!!
Then, just as i was finally getting over my hangover -- Saturday night brought yet another party!
Darren's, to be precise..
It was IMMENSE. Definately the 3rd best this year.. (Heather's being 2nd & NewYearss being the 1st.) Apparently i was really drunk -- buttt, i beg to differ haha. Ben actually stood on my face though!
sadsadsad!
So, um, yes. A very eventful month i must say!! Something tells me that this month just wont be able to compete with it -- seeing as i start COLLEGE in 11days! :]

anyway, im pretty tired now -- & The OC is calling my name!!
Night. x

 

Facebook rehab?

July 21, 2010

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

Why is facebook so addictive. Seriously, for the last 6weeks, i've been completely obsessed with updating my status and seeing what everyone's up to. & when im not thinking of what i can say, im seeing what everyone else is saying, or checking that i have no new notifications! It's absolutely addictive.
i now have near enough 700 facebook friends. Come on, i dont think that i've ever even spoken to 700 different people! Haha. Half of the people on there are just people that i've seen round&about and accepted just cos i know of them lmao! terrible i tell you, just terrible!
You know what else is immensely addictive? Chocolate&Twilight!
i swear, i know every word of twilight, then the books are absolutely amazing too! And it's humanly impossible to be able to watch it without some yummy chocolate. Haha.
Anyway - this post was really just to inform you that there has been nothing more on the spontaneous front! i just find it so hard to be absolutely unique and think of thingss that nobody else has done :|

So now, im gonna go & watch eastenders and get back to checking my facebook haha.
<3
 

Lonely summer days.

July 21, 2010

Monday, July 13, 2009

Summertiiiime Bluesssss.
So it's officially summer, and looking out of my window, all i see is a beautiful sunny day, with clear blue skies, & guess what im doing today? Sitting INSIDE, watching Cartoon Network & eating Oreos.
Great.
What i summer i have ahead of me. I actually have ZERO plans for these numerous weeks off - except for hoping to go on holiday, & then getting my GCSE results.
This week, i have to work Wednesday, Friday, Saturday & Sunday.. Then im seeing Rachel & Tasha this week, and possibly Izzy. --Today, my 'friends' have all gone into town, yet im getting a serious lack of invitations these days. I think they think that because i was on a course last week, & that i work, that im not gonna come out with them anymore- which is kinda unfair, considering that i still need to celebrate for being a full-on qualified LIFEGUARD BABY!!
Whatever though. Haha. As i said, i have Tasha&Rachel.
Then Alice&Alannya&Izzy!
Hahaha, all these new friends!

i wish that i was more spontaneous. I don't even think that i've spelt that correctly tbh. But i wish that i could just do things on a whim & be different from the croud. Unique.

Im gonna go & hang the washing out now.
i'll get back to you about my unique-ity!
Laterssss. <3

 

OOOOOH!

July 21, 2010

Tuesday, June 30, 2009

ohmygod. The last few days has been absolutely goddamn amazzzing!

PROM!
Prom was possibly the most built up night of my life, & i doubt that i'll ever ever ever forget it. The build up started 5 years ago.. -- haha, just kidding, but seriously, we got the letter about 6months ago now, and ever since, i've been pretty excited! Above, is just one of many pictures that were taken on the glorious night! My dress, as you can see, was long to the floor, dark purple & shiny black, gathered at the side with roses. It was lovely! i had lots&lots of shiny accessories and felt like a princess! i had a spray tan on wednesday - which made me look like a packi for a day - & i had my hair done professionally. it looked nice ;)
The actual prom was at the Gateway Hotel, and cos we were too late to get a limo, we ended up with a minibus, which was surprisingly kool tbh haha. When we arrived, we were one of the last ones there - & infront of us was like another 10 vehicles bursting with excited dressed up students! As we got  outa the car, there was Mr. Astell with his camera-- i hope that you couldnt see up my dress or anything! Inside the venure, there were professional photographers, who took a few different pictures of us all in the big group, and then everyone was having seperate professional photographs done. It was majorly sweet! Me, Grace, Safina, Heather & Lauren had a little group one, & this is now framed on my wall. ;)
anyway - the night was absolutely amazing. We had a sit-down meal, then a majorly kool disco afterwards which lasted til 11.00, then we all went back to mine & had a lovely sleepover.

COLLEGE!
OH MY GOD, Jessica Starbuck is in love with Bilborough College!!
actually love it!
Today & yesterday, i spent all day at bilbz, & it was seriously amazing. i cant believe how relaxed it is, to say that it's meant to be school -- so to speak -- We just sat around, chilling. i had a free period today & yesterday, which i spent with my new friends Izzy & Samuel. It was greaaaat. We had our temporary tutors, and i had a right good tutor. There were 4 other boys, along with me safina & lauren. i made friends with a ginger. i was pretty proud! (;
i cannot wait til September so that i can go to Bilborough full time! it's gonna be GREAT!!


Anyway - right now, i have a dance show to get rehearsing for tonight. Kill me now? ;)
i'll post the pictures of prom night on photobucket & post the link in the next blogpost.


xx

 

All grown up?

July 21, 2010

Friday, June 19, 2009

I know that i haven't written for a while; but recently, i have been amazingly busy with work & school that i haven't even had the time to get 'round to updating this! Not good.
Anyway; this morning was my final GCSE exam -- ever! Meaning that i have officially LEFT TopValley School! Honestly, i walked past my primary school this morning & was thinking about how much i have grown & matured since i attended Westglade. It's craaaazy! This time 5 years ago, i used to sit and eat my sandwiches on the field, playing tag and skipping with ropes. I used to play the game where you shoot basketballs into a honey comb bee contraption! We used to be piggy backed around the playground by a dinnerlady!! Those were the good old days! So yeah, i suppose that now i've left school, i'd better start growing up a little! i have my college induction days in 2 weeks, & that is when im gonna be considered as grown up, & mature i suppose. Great.
Everything's going pretty well with life atm to be honest. Im just taking every day as it comes, and not doing anything to give myself regrets anymore. All my exams are over for another year/2years, so i'm in a pretty good position right now. 
Ready for a 'summer fling' i reckon!
Hmm. This post's gonna be pretty short, cos i don't really have much to discuss at the minute. i don't have any issues ha. School's out of the way now, eventhough i have to go back in next Thursday all day, for dance - (Miss Walden's making us participate in the Summer dance show. i have to say though, the dance that we have choreographed is pretty darn awesome!) - Then i have work tonight, 4-7.30 and tomorrow 7.45-3.30, then i'm going to Lisa's birthday BBQ, then staying over at Grace's. Then Sunday i have work at 9.30-4.30. Monday im shopping with the girlies to get our danceshow costumes :) Tuesday i actually do not have anything planned so far, then wednesday, we're having a spraaaay tan! i hope that i dont come out looking like a cheesy puff! & then thursday, i am at dance all day, as has just been explained - then Friday is PROOOOM!! Wooo!! So i shall be getting ready all day! Errrrm, AND THEENNN; The week after that, im working Saturday 10.30-5.30, & sunday 9.30-4.30, then Monday&tuesday are my college induction days, & the tuesday is also the dance show :) :) THEEENNNN, on that friday, im going to skegness for the weekend, and coming back on sunday night, & THEN the following week after that, im doing my lifeguard training ALL WEEK!!
Busy Busy Busy!!

Okay; it's time for work sometime soon!
&hearts;